Take a bow

tonight

2009-02-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
Here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you tonight.

2009-02-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

Baby, thank you for everything that you've done for me. I never regret knowing a person like you. I know that you're a good person. You've always been my wonderful boyfriend. But somewhere we went wrong. We're not meant to be. 5 years is a long period of time. And I thank you for being my companion all these while. Baby, I know it's hard for us to accept this. We both think that it is the best way. I just want to see you happy. Go on without me. I'll be fine. I cried every night thinking about you. I tried to hide my emotions when I'm outside because I didn't want others to worry about me. I tried to be happy, cheer myself up. But I know deep inside, I feel so weak.

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you.

You're not forgotten baby. I miss you so much.

&& I flashback to when he said, "FOREVER AND ALWAYS".

2009-02-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

Dear darls, thanks for all your concern.

I've tried to save our relationship, but I failed. That's what he really want. We're not meant to be. It's not a matter of how long we've been together. It's a matter of trust. I gave him all my trust but this is what I get. I've been too patient all this while. All I need is just honesty. I've been very honest with him and i didn't get anything in return. Since he really wants it, then be it. And there isn't any third party involved here. It's just us. I think it's the best way for us too. I just want him to be happy. Move on baby. It's the only way to forget about me.

I know I am strong enough to face all this. I'm okay. (:

Thank you for everything hunny. I'll always love you. ♥♥

2009-02-08T13:01:00.000+08:00

IT'S OVER.
Thanks for everything.

2009-02-06T21:57:00.006+08:00

You're still the old you. I hate it when people isn't being honest to me. I should have known from the start. Oh no, I HAVE already known from the start. You can fool others but not me. Doesn't mean i keep mum, I agreed with everything. I am not stupid, baby. I don't wanna argue with you anymore. I really had enough of all this. After all these years, this is what I get from you? I should've gave up with you loooongg time ago. I guess, your love for me has already fading. Baby, I'm begging you to just tell me the truth. Please, don't let me suffer. I know that you are not being honest with me all this while. But I just pretended that nothing happened. I've known you for 5 years or more. I know your inside out, good&bad, strength&weakness. All I can say is you're not being true to me.

I thought we could be happy like we were before but it really get worst.

Why? Do you always do this to me?

Baby, please.

=(

We're falling down.

2009-02-05T17:38:00.005+08:00

You weren't always there whenever I needed you the most.

I gave up on u TOTALLY. Do whatever you want. Do whatever you like.

My patience has already reached its limits.

Are you and me still together? Tell me.

Runawayy

2009-02-03T20:16:00.006+08:00

Pardon me for the depressing updates I've been having for the past days. I am really very depressed right now. I just can't control my emotions. Too much to think about. School is one and relationship is another. GOSH! When is this gonna end? I just need some time with you. We really need to talk. BUT you don't have the time for me now. Why? I just need you by my side. I thought everything would be perfectly fine again, BUT... it's getting worst. :(

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway.

Don't forget

2009-02-02T20:24:00.005+08:00

I thought everything will be okay BUT...

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
AT ALL.

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget what we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget
About us.

I'll never regret having you by my side.

I LOVE YOU HUNNY, NO MATTER WHAT ♥♥

5 YEARS <3

2009-02-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Another year of holding hands
Another year of hugging,
Another year of laughing,
Another year of cuddling.

Another year of loving
Another year of kissing
Another year of touching
Another year of romancing.

Another year of your love
Another year of my love,
Another year of our love
Another year of true love.

Another year with you

Is a year of happiness,
A year of passion,
A year of joy,
A year blessed.

I love the way you kiss me,
The way you hold me tight.
I love the way you touch me,
I could be with you all night.

I love the way you can make me laugh
For absolutely no reason at all.
I love how no matter what I do,
You will be there to catch me when I fall.

I just want you to know,
That even though we sometimes fight,
I will always love you!
No matter day or night.

"Forever and Always I Will Love You."

Happy 5 years baby!♥♥

happy?

2009-01-30T22:20:00.004+08:00

"Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it."

I am a very happy little girl today because I get to meet my hunny♥, FINALLY. I didn't know why we feel so awkward at first and we didn't talk much but when it's time to go home, there seems a lot to talk about. Well, it happens all the time. Even though we didn't get to spend much time together today, I'm still happy. But you're different today. You didn't talk much. I still think that you're hiding something from me.

Morning shift tomorrow :( Can I not go to work? I wanna catch Chingay tomorrow after work. I asked hunny♥ along but he's working and instead he told me to ask buddy. Hunny♥, my buddy can't be there for me everytime. He's busy too. And furthermore, he's in camp. I need your attention too.

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel.

2009-01-30T14:29:00.000+08:00

"The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most."

I agree with that quote, TOTALLY.

love, FIITfitri(:

ACCOUNTS make me go MAD

2009-01-29T19:59:00.006+08:00

School is sucha DRAAAGG nowadays. Accounting really make me MAD. I just feel like giving up. URGHH! I have an intention to skip school tomorrow but we'll be learning a new accounts topic. So, I die die must go! If not, I'll be left far behind.

You're mad at me because of the things I said. & your reason is unreasonable. But I don't think it's the only reason. You're just finding fault with me. I just think it's so childish of you. Maybe, there's something you're hiding from me.

I'm much cheered up now. I just don't wanna think about it anymore.

Meeting hunny♥ tomorrow. Like FINALLY! 3 more days bby! ((:

Flaws and all

2009-01-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

I don't know why you love me
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you.

♥♥♥

I think I'm happy now.

2009-01-28T18:21:00.001+08:00

Monday was well spent with best buddy. It wasn't planned at all. And since I can't stay at home, I asked my buddy to accompany me to somewhere. So, we went to vivocity but most of the shops are closed so, we proceed to Mount Faber. I felt so bored up there and decided to go for sheesha. It was my 2nd time trying that. The first was with the moviebiters guys. We went there after our food & hygiene course ( which was super D boring ). It was fun going out with them. Oh aniways, back on monday. I didn't keep track of the time and so we went off at 11pm. I was in the morning shift the next morning. I was so afraid that I could not wake up and so I set 3 alarm clocks. hahahs. So KIASU-ISM. I received a hongbao. That's why I love to work during CNY. Double pay plus hongbao.

He made me laugh. He cheered me up. He didn't make me think of my problems. He made me not to give up. And thanks to him that I'm smiling again (: I know I can count on him. All this while, he's the one who's willing to listen to all my problems (well, apart from hunny♥).

Bby, I miss you so much. ♥

DARWISY

2009-01-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

This baby is so chubby that I wanna pinch & kiss his cheeks. heees. mcm ljs staff tak? hahaha.

I managed to have fun yesterday. Spending time with family really made my problems go away. So, yeahhs, cycled with kak nana & 2 other cousins. Feeling2 motor kayuh boleh b? heeehs. After cycling, chill in the tent then went to McCafe to have our drinks & chill.

Sorry for the short entry. I'm tired ( i just got back )and i need to get some sleep 'cause tomorrow I'll be in the morning shift. Ok besok keje with gerek2 peeopl. I'll definitely come. =)

I'll update more tomorrow.

& he still refused to talk. :(

PLEASE...

2009-01-24T21:53:00.004+08:00

How can it be solved if you refused to talk to me? By running away or avoiding me isn't going to solve the problems. Bby, tell me what's wrong? hais. Our 5th Anni is coming and here u are giving me problems. I had enough problems. Please don't add on to it.

I'm so stressed up right now. I asked bby out but he refused. How can we solve this problem if you didn't want to meet up at all? Bby, if u have a problem, at least let me know. I always give in to you. I've been too patient wth you all this while. And this is what I get? Do you think it's fair for me? What am I supposed to do now?

Since he doesn't want to go out with me, I have mum & bbysis to accompany me for shopping. I can't be sitting at home cos I'll keep thinking bout this and it won't do any good for me. I had fun just now especially with bbysis. She's so cute and she never fails to make me smile. Maybe, spending time with my family is the best way for me to forget about everything. I'll be having a family gathering tomorrow and will be meeting my cousins♥. I want the problems to go away.

2009-01-24T15:05:00.003+08:00

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we are together
We both know it's over baby, bottom line,
It's best we don't even talk at all.

CHICAS

2009-01-22T22:14:00.015+08:00

Oooh, I don't want my blog entries to be all so EMO-ish(eventho I am right now but I ain't gonna show it.). Here's a cheerful one. Regarding yesterday's ITE College Central Floorball Carnival '09, our team, CHICAS, unexpectedly emerged as Girls' Team CHAMPS. Well done girls! We didn't have any trainings at all and it's so unbelievable that we came in first place. I don't have the photos with me. It's all with Ahtin & Honey. I will upload them as soon as they have send me those pictures. Continue playing floorball girls - but not for me. hehhs. I've retired. After the whole thing ended, met up with my buddy(after so long) at Paya Lebar and he accompanied me to have my evening meal. Thanks for being my listening ears. (:

( READ THAT: CHAMPIONS[: )

I have an intention not to come to school today 'cause my whole body is aching, especially my legs. But I know if I were to miss the accounting lesson, I'll be left far behind. I was so lost in class just now. I only miss 1 lesson and I became so lost. We had a talk on our 2nd year elective modules. We have 4 modules in total which is: 1) Tourism 2) Business Law 3) Entrepreneurship 4) Income Tax Computation . I have decided to take tourism or biz law but I don't know which to put in my first choice. We have to decide by tomorrow. I'm left with few hours to decide. Gosh! I also have the intention not to come tomorrow but because of this, I MUST come. But nevermind, we'll be having a loooong weekend.

love, fiit♥

S-T-R-E-S-S

2009-01-22T17:07:00.005+08:00

FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.

I'm so stressed up right now.

Stressed about everything.

I just can't think of anything right now.

Chocolates please.

URGHHH!

nothing feels right when I'm not with you.

2009-01-20T23:31:00.007+08:00

I am usually getting sleepy by this hour but not today. My mood seemed different. My day didn't start off well. I'm not gonna say anything about this(personal matters). My happy mood returned when I'm in school. And then back to the bad mood, AGAIN.

Floorball match at Macpherson Campus tomorrow. I know I've resigned. But play for fun only.

I'm not asking much. I just want to spend my time with you. I don't always get to meet you eventho our house are near. You don't always put me first. You make me feel like I'm a useless girlfriend. Other things are much much more important than me.

Please change - for the better.

ILOVEYOUHUNNY♥

2009-01-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, ending things is like taking cough syrup.
It tastes terrible and you'd rather not take it;
but in the end,
its what you needed to make everything feel better.

PICTURES!

2009-01-19T20:06:00.002+08:00

As promised, the pictures on Saturday is uploaded. Please click on the picture above. I upload EVERYTHING there. Plus muke yang bodoh2 and burok2. Enjoys!

Community Involvement Programme

2009-01-18T16:53:00.006+08:00

Yesterday's CIP was not-so-fun (except for the camwhoring part). We did some re-arranging of the plants in the small garden. Oh bytheway, we went to Pertapis Childrens Home. Our first plan was to go for karaoke after our CIP but it was cancelled and so we went to Vivocity instead. We took tons of photos. I'll be uploading them but not now. I'll upload them A.S.A.P in my online album 'cause if I were to upload everything here, my whole post will be flooded with pictures. I met up with hunny♥ after that and went to Sembawang Park just to enjoy the night breeze.

Classmates ku ♥

Last friday, my initial plan with hunny♥ was to Hort Park but somehow we had some misunderstandings. That boy♥ can be irritating at times. And so, off to Bugis since he wants to buy something there. The night is still young and he brought me to Marina Barrage, AGAIN. He love that place because of the wind. We chilled for hours then home sweet home. We took some pics but I'll post it some other days.

I skipped work today due to some reasons. -_-

Mum & dad says that I can get a new phone next month or the month after. I'm so f-ing happy sia. hahahh. C905 or Samsung Pixon ? Both 8mgp. I don't know which one should i buy. gosh!

Oh yes. I'm getting FATTER. Even mum said that. She said that I looked the same as sister now. OMG OMG. Tak boleh jadi nie. And when I told hunny♥ about this, all he said was "Takpelah. Cute mcm pooh bear." Takpelah? Pooh bear? Perot stop it kay. hahahahh.

Wo ai ni ♥

BAM BAM

2009-01-13T16:46:00.005+08:00

I seemed to have big appetite(that's why hunny♥'s been calling me "BAM" as in TEMBAM) these days. That explains the stomach pain. hahah. Since there isn't any breaks in school today, I asked hunny♥ to accompany me for lunch. So, he fetched me from school and off to cwp's MCD. And he went off to work after sending me home.

I guess that's all for today. I know this entry is super duper crappy and so takde maknenye. Actually there's nothing for me to update about. It's just that I don't want my blog to be dead. That's all. hahahhs. I wanna watch online movies laahh.

oh bytheway, QueQue, have you guys decided on where to go after our CIP this Saturday? hahaahhs. Let's make a circle and decide. :D

goodnite earthlings!

Kill me softly.

2009-01-12T22:00:00.003+08:00

I've been having stomach pain these few days. I feel like punching my stomach. SERIOUSLY. It's killing me softly. Maybe because of the food I eat. Or maybe my PERIOD is coming. gaaahhh! SW was fun just now. We played soccer. But it's no fun with stomach pain and not having a proper footwear. Mum, I need a new pair of shoes (: BizComm lesson was as usual. All we did was copy the teacher's work. It's no use for her to ask us to do on our own 'cause she'll end up flash it up on the screen. Easy job for us. hahahaah.

Aniways, congrats to those who did well for your O Levels! =D

That's all folks!

I miss that boy♥.

Sunny Day

2009-01-11T21:39:00.006+08:00

Morning shift is oh-so-bored. I was in kacang stall yesterday and it's oh-so-bored. And so started folding paper cones so that I won't feel sleepy. It's much fun-er when zyzy came. Bytheway, Mum had told me to find an easier and near-to-home job. But.. I'll think about it first. Working at Moviebites is oh-so-fun. I met wonderful friends there. Hunny♥ fetched me from work then he brought me around Singapore. He kept asking me the directions like as if I'm a directory map. And so we end up at Marina Barrage. It's so wonderful at night. Bring me there again hunn♥.

It's only 10pm and we have nowhere to go. So, he suggest to me to this place. And I've never heard or went to that place before, eventhough it's near to my home. silly me. I can say it's a wonderful place to hang out. We sit and have a good nice chat. We sorted everything out. Yes, everything. Now, I understand everything. I thought we were fading but i was wrong. We're getting stronger indeed. Our 5th Anniversay is coming( wah dah 5 years. mcm tk percaya gitu kann. :D ). And pls hunny♥, don't you work on that day. I want to spend that day with you.

I was at home the whole day today. Well, for me, sundays would always be my family day or rest day. I would spent most of my sundays with my beloved family.

Who'd ever thought that i would see this day....
Where i would see my ghetto life fade away...
Cos i was lost and couldn't find a way...
and now i look forward to every day....

Sunny Day by Akon (:

TGIF!

2009-01-09T22:45:00.009+08:00

A week of school has past. And it's been pretty fine. Less stress for accounting 'cause the current topic is easy. I don't usually complete my assignment on time but for this topic, I managed to. Today is not a good friday. I just had a small tiff with hunny♥ over a small silly matter. But it's settled now. I was supposed to be going out with him and something cropped up and so here I am rotting at home. I'm working in the morning tomorrow and surely be meeting hunny♥ after that. Eventhough I'm not in the wrong, I'm sorry hunn♥.

I suddenly feel like eating at Sakura International Buffet. Mum, dad, take me there. I remembered the last time we went to have our dinner there was last month, during mum&dad's anniversary.

Oh bytheway, did I ever mentioned about me going to Science Centre & Snow City with family during the holidays? Erm, nvm then.

Here are some of the pictures.

The picture above is so cacat. Thanks to sister for the bad photography. tsk!tsk!

Lucky

2009-01-08T17:13:00.007+08:00

I was not punctual for school again. So much for my resolution. Lesson learnt: Jgn pandai2 buat resolution if you think you can't achieve it. hahahh. School starts at 9am. I woke up at almost 8am(confirm late.) and get out of the house at 8.30am. Waited for bbylove♥ and he's late. standard uhhs. Bumped into Alan at the school gate. And that boy also late. Luckily our FT didn't say anything. We had a spot check. Soo secondary school siak. I wasn't wearing the school pants. I was soo lucky. And that DM can still joke around with me. She was like, "This girl is so cute. I feel like carrying her." hahaha.

My hunny's new girlfriend! hmpphh!! He loves it more than me. U kahwin ngan motor u sudah lah. :P

L-O-V-E

2009-01-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

may love remain no matter how the weather change.

may love remain no matter how tough the life may be.
may love remain no matter how cruel the reality is.

Keeps getting better

2009-01-07T20:47:00.012+08:00

School was pretty fine today. I was super early cause dad send me to school (for the first time. haha.). Went to the canteen and meet the rest there. First was BizComm. Then, statistics. Statistics became more and more complicated. Accounting was the last period of the day. And accounting lesson seems faster than last year's and and it's much much easier too (for now only). When it comes to exam, D-I-E! Trained home with faz & cine (like usual). But we didn't talk crap today.

Here's the pictures for yesterday. TAUFIK! OMG! OMG! hahahahh.

The concert was an hour long. It was rather short for me. As soon as the concert ended, I called dad. And here's our conversation.

Me: Ayah! Kitorg nak amek gambar ngan Taufik boleh? Mane dier?
Dad: Boleh. Tunggu sane nanti ayah bwk pegi Taufik.
Me: OK BEST!

Called him without saying HELLO. That shows how excited I am. Haha. mentel habis. Taufik was like, "Bile nak habis nie? Penat senyum." kesian. haha. After much tiring taking pictures with Taufik, we went to Daddy's rest room & had our dinner there.

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2009-01-06T15:46:00.003+08:00

So much for my resolution. I was half an hour late for school today. Blame it on hunny♥. Luckily the lesson starts at 8.30 but I don't know if I was marked late. Got back our CA Accounting paper. So glad that I passed! I was expecting a fail or a just pass for that paper. 36.5 out of 50. Not bad. But gonna try harder the next test. Hunny♥ fetched me from school.

I'll be going to HTA later to watch my dad perform and there'll be Taufik Batisah! That's the main reason why I ask daddy for the tix. boo-hoo! I dragged my cousins along with me. Excited baby!

Gtg.

So long lovelies (:

First day at school

2009-01-05T21:20:00.004+08:00

I'm still in the holiday mood. The first period was statistics and it's sucha bore listening to the teacher blabbering. Aniways, next was sw. We enthusiastically changed to our sports attire & only we know we don't have sw. And so, we changed back to our uniform. Buang masa & tenaga only. It also means that we have a 3 hour break. Proceed to J8 to have our breakfast+lunch. As usual, we usually have problems deciding where to eat. We waste our time just to decide where to eat. We finally decide on KFC. We crap. We laugh. Till our stomach wanna burst. hahaha. And all of us have a stomachache after that. The last period was BizComm. The teacher pamper us too much. Whenever she asked us to do an assignment, she'll do it for us and all we do is just copy. I don't know how we're gonna make it for the exams. haha. Train-ed home with faz & cine. The 3 of us usually train-ed home together. We were so bored in the train and started crapping. From KFC all the way to our graveyard. and the story continues. It was so funny. Only the 3 of us will understand. hahahh. Everyone is crapping today. Maybe because we didn't see each other for so long. That's why everyone is going haywire. Met up wit my pri sch friend, eika, after so long. Met her near my blk as she asked me to help her scan something. Baek ar kau. Aku nga selekeh2 kau amek gmbr. Tk glam seyy. haha.

And yeah, I didn't receive any warning letter for this semester. woo-hoo. My new year resolution : Be punctual for school/Not to skip school. I know, macam paham k, kecik.

Back to school.

2009-01-04T21:04:00.003+08:00

School starts tomorrow. Back to lazy/busy/stress mode.

Yesterday, work isn't as busy as other saturdays. Met up with hunny♥ and went to Marina Square. Another great day with him.

I just came home from pasar malam with family.

The wireless connection sucks. slow nak mampos. urghh!

I don't know what else to update about. -__-

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers.

GOODBYE 2008

2009-01-01T16:33:00.017+08:00

HELLO 2009!

I was at Marina at 11.45pm yesterday & it was super packed with peepol. I came late because I went to Wild wild wet in the afternoon with cousins and reached home only at 10.15 pm. Get ready and meet hunny♥ at 10.45pm under my blk. Our first plan was to harbourfront but I dunno why we ended up at Marina. Aniways,after the fireworks, we went home since hunny♥ is having a gathering with his kompang mates. The fireworks lasted for 8 minutes(agak2 lah.) And I was like, dah gitu je? dah nk balek? siang nah. And and he was like, yelah. pukul brape nanti i nak sampai Changi. And and and i, whatever ah & continue sulking. I just want to spend my time with you. And there he goes again. But at least he bring me to watch the fireworks. And I'm happy with that. Also,he wish me happy 4 years 11 mths on the dot. The journey home was 1 hour due to the heavy traffic.

Mom told me to go to the countdown with family but since I spent my countdown with family for the past few years, why not I spent with hunny♥ this time.

Syarah, sorry for not msg-ing you. I thought I won't make it to the countdown. The plan with A'an was last minute. Sorry sweetie. Meet up soon aites. (:

Time flies too fast. All that I remember for 2008 is when I turned to my legal age & met wonderful friends in school.

School. School's starting pretty sooon. Should I be happy for it or should I not? Happy - Meet my friends. Not - Study.

Oh, adek2 ku start sekolah besok. Selamat bersekolah!

My 2009 Resolution:

Lose weight.
Grow tall. ( but it's impossible, i know. )
Healthy relationship.

I think thats all that I want for now.

I received an email from someone about zodiac signs and here's mine.

TAURUS (The Tramp)

Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

Some of it is true but some definitely not. The last one is definitely true. =D

I'm not your one and only anymore. You spend less time with me but more time with your new baby. I am so jealous of course. DUH! It's not fair to me.

HAPPY 59th MONTHSARY BBY♥
ILYSM! ♥♥

HAPPY NEW YEAR BEAUTIFUL PEEPOL. HOPE YOU'LL HAVE A FRUITFUL YEAR AHEAD!

So fall

2008-12-30T10:05:00.002+08:00

You told me you were so grateful
I was with you
And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said
And all that you did
I loved you
I don’t know how to act or what to say
But I know I am good
I'll be okay.

twilight

2008-12-29T23:28:00.006+08:00

Since we have a new computer, the lappy will be mine. barhahah. I'm soo gonna re-format the lappy because it's too lagging like it's gonna die soon. I need a webcam too.

Another great day with hunny♥. Finally, get to watch twilight. This time, went to Lido since my free tix is due at the end of this year, which is 2 more days. 2009 is coming. How fast time flies. Countdown anyone? Next movie, bedtime stories. && it started raining gumballs. =D

Tomorrow night shift. Hope it won't be busy. I'm getting very lazy to work. Money tree please?

Edward Cullen. <3

2008-12-29T11:11:00.002+08:00

Watched Apa Kata Hati DVD yesterday. If only I can read what's on guys mind.

Yesterday's gotong-royong is cancelled. So, spent my day with family. Went to IMM to do some shopping. Then, proceed to Jurong Point and shop again. Jurong Point have upgraded. It feels like I'm at Vivocity. Will be going there again soon as we don't have much time completing the whole shopping centre.

I'll be meeting hunny♥ later on. Night shift tomorrow. :( Hopefully it's not midnight. I dunno why I suddenly feel like working night shift. Maybe because I'm sick & tired of popping popcorns. nyehehehhs.

Aniways, pictures for Melaka is ready. Click Here. Enjoys-ing!

I'm off.

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2008-12-27T23:31:00.007+08:00

Today, work is super-deeee fun. But i got more scars on my hands not thanks to popcorn. It's due to my clumsiness. I'm being sucha clumsy ass these days. Tomorrow is my off day but I may have to come to work. Nak rewang ah. Bergotong-royong pack popcorn. Confirm gerek. heehhs. It's yet to be confirmed whether I need to go or not. Aniways, met up with dearie♥ and accompanied him to causeway point cos he needs to get some things for his sister. Then, he went to meet his family. He asked me to come along but I'm just too tired to go.

Oh btw, someone said I'm much chubbier than last time. I really need to do some exercise already. gosh!

Is it? Is it?

Yesterday, finally meet up with bbylove♥, after so long. I miss him soo muchh. We had our late lunch cum dinner with kakak. She then met up with her friends and so we walked around town.

our stupid silly face.

I've received pictures of Melaka from NiNi but yet to upload it in my online album. I'll be doing so A.S.A.P. Sorry for the delay. barhhahahhs.

I miss school but definitely not the learning part. I miss my QueQue!

MERRY XMAS!

2008-12-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

Dear Santa,

where's my gift?

Love,
Little girl.

2008-12-24T23:15:00.003+08:00

Working with the 16 years old peepol was FUN. I was the oldest yet the smallest. standard uhs. hahahs. And they always went, "you so cute ah." "You seriously don't look 18." "You small but strong ah." Don't underestimate me ok. LOL!

Meet up with NiNi after work. Then, met kakak. NaNaNiNiNuNu reunion, after so long. =) I miss them so so muchh.

I wanna watch twilight. Hunny, bring me to the cinema. =)

Replies to tag:

Syiqa: thanks. from photoshop & photoscape.

Lina: nfiitrii-@hotmail.com =)

Rahimah: asl satay eh? hahahh. nk pe?

Nadiah: u're welcums. Legal alrdy ah. hahahh.

MERRY XMAS!

Right Now

2008-12-23T21:40:00.004+08:00

I'm an only child at home for now. Sisters went over to Grandma's house to sleep over and brother's in midnight shift. It's so peaceful & BORING with no siblings around. I can imagine myself being the only child. I could get whatever I want, pampered. On the other hand, lonely & BORING. Even mum & dad can feel the emptiness in this house.

Anyhooos, morning shift today was super fun. All gerek. hehehhhs. And I got souvenirs from work. Thanks to the sweet popcorns that I got some scars on my finger & elbow. Tanganku dah tak hensem. So, I was home early today since I had no plans after work. But I met up with Shaizah at Vivo for a while to collect my perfume.

Yeah, I'm getting better. Thanks to my darlings for being my listening ears. Thanks for all your advices. And I miss kakak. I just wanna talk to her about this. I'll definitely listen to all her advises. We'll meet up pretty soon.

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till I get you back I'm gonna Cry
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Boy, I miss you much.

IMY ):

2008-12-22T22:23:00.003+08:00

Well, you never changed. You just got back but it is no difference at all whether you're back anot. You never put me first. You never understand me at all. It's been almost 5 years and you still don't. You're always busy. Busy with your own life. What about me? What do you take me for? I feel neglected. You make me think that you don't care about me anymore. I need an explanation, please. I can't stand being sad everyday. I really need someone whom I can sit & talk with. But you were never there whenever I need you. We really need to talk hunn♥. I really need a shoulder to cry on.

I wish you knew how I feel.

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

=(

I MISS YOU. GET IT?

Holiday

2008-12-22T13:49:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not updating. Busy with work, going outs & holiday. I just got back from Melaka yesterday. I had fun swimming. I love the apartment. It was BIG & the view from the balcony was super nice.

Here's some pictures. I'll update the rest in my online album. I'll link it here once I'm done uplodaing.

Hunny♥'s back from Vietnam. I still don't get the chance to meet him. I miss you hunn♥.

I don't have the mood to update more.

DON"T DISTURB, PLEEAASSEE!

Marina Barrage

2008-12-16T20:04:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, celebrated daddy's birthday in advance. Firstly, went to Marina Barrage. I love playing water. Then, went to Suntec City to shop. woohoo. My favorite part. We had dinner at Sakura @ Admiralty Park. We ate alot. Bro keep serving us with nice foods. And btw, he's not working there. It's because he ate there before and so he take for us the nice foods there. I suddenly had a BIG stomach yesterday. My tummy is bloated. Oh yess, i so love going shopping with mum & dad because they'll give me whatever I want to buy && I don't have to fork out my own money. hehehh. (:

Our reflection.

Nice view from the top.

Bestnye maen air..

weeee..

The ladies.

Iqah: Akak, I'm taller than you.
Me: Shut up lahh! ( geram jer. )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH!

I'll be in the morning shift tomorrow & I'll be meeting my sweetie. && we'll go shoppinggg! I'll be having a food & hygiene course on friday, send by my workplace. I only know some of the staff as all of them are new staff. tsk tsk! Boring you know.

Oh btw, I get to watch some cute cartoon characters last week. TAADAA!

Barney. Thursday, 11 Dec 08 @ Plaza Singapura.

With hunny♥ (:

Winx Club. Friday, 12 Dec 08 @ United Square.

With sisters. <:

I miss a'an soo muchh. 5 more days bby! He'll call me everyday without fail. I love you so! (:

2008-12-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

I miss A'an. He's at Vietnam now. Miles and miles away from me. Come home soon bby. I miss you so muchh. There's no one I can talk to in the middle of the night. No one to share my problem with. And buddy's in camp. Who can I talk to now? :[

2008-12-10T23:57:00.005+08:00

I'm lying on my bed with my lappy on my tummy and my eyes half-closed, trying very hard to type. I'm so glad that school starts at 10 tomorrow & I'll be in school for 3 hours only. I'm done with the presentation & I'm still deciding if I should or should not go to school tomorrow & the day after.

I was welcomed with an empty house & so I called mum to ask her where she had gone to. I hate being at home alone. There's no one I can talk to about my day in school. I went online & I found kakak. It's been sucha long time since we met. & so we decided to meet up & catch up with each other. Since she's from school, she brought her lappy along. She did her work & after that, we browse through the pictures in her lappy. Those OLD pictures. Those pictures were 3 years ago. We were LOL at our own stupid faces. I miss those times. Then, we surf the net & went to youtube.com to watch some stupid videos. We laughed for 2 hours. It was so fun. At least I could release my stress.

I miss hunnybby♥ so muchh.

2008-12-09T23:18:00.008+08:00

Yes! I'm finally done with my Biz Comm project. Only left with the presentation which is TOMORROW. Then, I won't be busy with school work cos I'll be on hoilday mode. Which means, coming to school isn't compulsory for me. barhahahh. I'll have my holidays for 3 weeks starting from next week. Oh yes, speaking of my project, I'm actually done with my script & was supposed to print it. But my printer mintak kene buang. And so I have to WRITE my script all over again. kwang kwang kwang. baik or wat. Btw, the Accounting CA was frqeydaykfn difficult. I'm not gonna do well, for sure.

My lil cousins, niece & nephew is sleeping over at my house. And it's already like a kindergarten school here. small kids everywhere. kecohrable. Now, it's already at peace since everyone is fast asleep.

I'm usually asleep by this time. I know it's kinda early. But I have to do this in order for me to get to school on time the next day. As for tomorrow, school starts at 10 and so I'm able to sleep a little late tonight. I'm not sleepy yet. It seemed like there's a lot to update but I just can't squeeze everything here. I'll have it done A.S.A.P.

I miss my hunny♥. :[ I miss my buddy too. :[[ Why aren't they always there when I need them the most? I miss you guys. :[[[

2008-12-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes.

Love,
Juliet.

2008-12-03T21:49:00.006+08:00

I seemed to have the time to update my blog often nowadays. Thanks to that Biz Comm project. If not, I won't be sitting infront of this lappy for hours(except for weekends). I'm soo stressed up with accounting. I feel like giving up & quit school but people around me encouraged me not to. Accounting CA is next week & I swear that topic is killing me. Just pray for miracle to happen on that day.

Hunny♥ will be off to Vietnam for his CIP thingy next week for 8 freaking days. Can you not go, please? :< "You pegi China 10 hari i tak ckp pape. I pegi 8 hari je." Ungkit, ungkit. Kirekn revenge pe? I just don't know what else to say to that boy anymore. barhahhs.

Run baby run.
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart.
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we are not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be.
You and me.

2008-12-02T21:00:00.004+08:00

Meet our new friend, Dopey the Nerdy. LOL!

ACCOUNTING makes me MAD.

But still, managed to put a smile on the face. (:
( Cik pon step shy shy. hahahhh. )

I should be completing my project by now but instead i played online games. All thanks to hunny♥. He made me hooked to that game. Anyways, I'm halfway done with the project.

Since sis is away to camp, I seized this oppurtunity to use her C902 fon(the fon that I wanted.). barhahahh. But now, I want that c905 fon. 8.1 megapixel babyy. Mum has given me the green light to buy a new fon. But not now. I'll have to wait for the price to drop. I'm willing to wait so long as I get that fon. heehhs.

Dear santa, can I have that for christmas?

Love,
FIITfitri

2008-12-01T20:44:00.004+08:00

Today is the perfect time to tell you
what you mean to me.
How I depend on you to love me
for who I am and believe in me
for what I hope to be.

How I feel loved each time you smile
or touch my hand and,
when I need someone to listen,
I know you'll understand.

Hereby,
I celebrate my love for you,
grateful that we have the happiness
life gives to just a few.

HAPPY 58TH BABYY!
I ❤ you .

2008-11-29T16:37:00.002+08:00

I'm so f-ing pissed.
If I knew this would happen,
I wouldn't take my day off.
& now, all I do is rot at home.

No mood to update already lar.

You, change your mind like a girl changes clothes.

2008-11-29T13:15:00.000+08:00

Yeah you,
PMS,
Like a bitch
I would know.

2008-11-26T21:03:00.003+08:00

School is sucha draaaaagg nowadays. Accounting is sucha killer. Till now i still have no answers for why I choose that course. hmpph! Anyways, I was 15 mins late for school today. Blame it on hunny♥.

Yesterday, pizza hut with family. Celebrating Iqah's 14th birthday.

HAPPY 14TH TEMBAM!

Hope you'll love the present. & now, I'm officially broke.

Is it too much to ask that you put us first? I miss us.

MUCH LOVES,
FIITfitri

2008-11-23T21:48:00.004+08:00

Met up with QUEQUE yesterday. It was almost complete. Ayim, kau nye psl lah nie. Everyone was there except for her. hmmphh! We went to support ayu for her Teenage Icon finals. Headed to Lucky plaza's arcade but i didn't play anything at all.

My plan with Hunny♥ was to Vivo but my mind suddenly changed and we went to PS. We decided to take a break & headed to The Cathay's Starbucks. OREO CHEESECAKE. I've been craving for that. & we had ALOT to talk about. I'll always be there for you bby♥. Be strong bby♥.

There'll be stats test tomorrow & aku belum blajar!!! :S

Aku sungguh masih sayang padamu. . . I need someone to sing that song for me. PLEASE. I'm addicted to it. :D

2008-11-23T15:26:00.002+08:00

Dear diary,

I'm starting to feel lazy to write on you.

Thanks for understanding.

Lots & lots of love.

FIITfitri.

2008-11-20T22:23:00.004+08:00

BC project is killing me softly. lol! I think I've finished it. I don't feel like attending school tomorrow cos it'll waste my 2 precious hrs. Attend for 2 hrs then go home. I'm getting lazy for school. Anyway, I somehow like LPD lesson today simply because it's outside class activities. We had some teamwork games. It is quite stupid but I like it though. barhahahhs.

The picture above looks so fake. Don't you think so? Unsatisfactory service. cheyy.

I miss hunny soo muchh, that I can cry. )':

2008-11-19T18:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I know that I'm wrong;

Sometimes we don't get along;

Sometimes when we fight.

I think maybe I should just let you leave and push you out of my life.

But I don't decide, cause I know that I just can't survive without you.

And no matter how we fuss and fight boy,

You should always know . . .

I just can't stop loving you.

2008-11-11T21:34:00.003+08:00

We started & ended off with a very mundane lesson, Biz Comm & Stats. We had our Accounting CA1 & it was urgghhh. I gave up in the last 10 minutes. QUEQUE was very noisy, cranky & LOL today. Maybe its because of the accounting ppr. We just couldn't stop laughing from the time we stepped out of the school gate till we went to our separate ways. & we can just stand for minutes (in circle) to just discuss on where to go. After much thinking, discussing & negotiating, we decided to have our lunch at J8's MCD. aku penat uh geng. penat ketawe. && the Biz Comm project is due NEXT WEEK. I still have no idea on what i'm going to do for the project. Help me! Help me!

"If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed."

LOTS OF LOVE
FIITfitri ♥

2008-11-09T18:10:00.013+08:00

Its been a week.
Busy, lazy.
You hardly see me online too.
Revision for accounting test.
BC project. ( haven't even started. worst, topic still undecided -__- )
I seriously need holidays.

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I don't know why Henderson Wave suddenly came out from my mind. And so, hunny♥ was dragged along. nyahahah. (:

we're 74.14m above sea level

our dinner.

nice view

you're heavy lah syg.

mulut maintain. hahah.

veryy.

you have me in the palm of your hands. nyeheheh.

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Work starts an hour earlier, 7.15am til 5.30pm. 10hours. mcm giler kayy. And it was a super busy tiring day. All thanks to Madagascar. heehhhs. Met up with Syarah♥. Then her twin sister join. hahah. tklahh bedek. lil sister. They looked like twins lahh. nyahahah.

bestfriendku ♥

Candid. Thanks eh syiqaa. hahaha.

Tomorrow school 3 hrs break, nk buat ape? Tknk dtg boleh?

I need to revamp my little wardrobe. -______-

2008-11-02T19:41:00.004+08:00

Happy November! Happy Sunday! I was thinking of starting my entry with something HAPPY. hahah. LOLS! I'm just happy, thats all baby.

Tomorrow's plan after school was to have a movie date with Shida but when I checked the net, Oh Baby isn't showing in cinemas anymore. And also she had futsal tomorrow. ughhh! I'll just have to wait again.

Everything was perfect yesterday. Thanks hunny♥ for the great day. Happy 57th Baby! I LOVE YOU BABY! 3 more months to our 5th Anniversary. (:

MUCH LOVES,
FIITfitri

2008-10-31T23:31:00.004+08:00

HSM3 was awesooooommme! Hunny♥ didn't wanna watch that show actually. He said this & that but I just don't care. I dragged him along after school. He skipped school due to laziness(mcm biase). Waited for him at J8 cos I wanna have my lunch first since I didn't have any lunch breaks in school. Went to AMK Hub for movie. I rated 3.5 popcorns for the movie. Next movie will be Oh Baby & The Coffin(must watch! must watch!).

Tomorrow will be our 57th Monthsary. You finally get it right! You always miscount the months. And we'll argue over this silly matter. hahah silly. Like finally kann then happy giler. hahah. We'll have a nice dinner tomorrow. (:

My internet connection sucks BIG time today. macam yal kayyy. superr irritatingggg.

BTW,

HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEN!

MUCH LOVES,
FIITfitri

2008-10-29T21:01:00.003+08:00

All this time I was wasting,

Hoping you would come around

I've been givin' out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taken me this long, baby

But I figured you out

And you think it would be fine again

But not this time around.

IMYBBY! -__-

MUCH LOVES,
FIITfitri

2008-10-29T20:39:00.005+08:00

Pictures for 271008. Thank you ayuuuu. (: and thanks geng for the great day.

MUCH LOVES,
FIITfitri

2008-10-28T21:22:00.009+08:00

The 2nd trip to Night Safari on Friday was great but not as great as the first. This time, i went with hunny♥ & the Bongo peepol. Went to AMK hub first before proceeding to Night Safari & meet the rest there. They were late. We started our journey at nearly 9pm and ended at 11pm. The walking part was fun & scary. I was like gripping hunny♥'s hands tightly, all the way. The rest was screaming like nobody's business. hahaha.

Feve & the Scream. sempat pose.

the scary girl.

hunny♥ went, " tembam, mate mane? "

Saturday:
My plan was not to come to work actually but in the end i decided to come. Met up with hunny♥. Walked around town then to novena. I'm sorry. My mood was so yesterday.

Sunday:
Sunday morning is usually occupied by madrasah lesson. hahah. It was my last paper & day there. Will only be meeting shida once in a while (only to movies. haha). Went out at night to Boon Lay shopping centre then to aunt's house.

Monday:
Met up wit QUEQUE at town. Then esplanade. Our favourite place. haha. lol. Pictures with ayuuuu.

MUCH LOVES,

FIITfitri

2008-10-23T20:36:00.007+08:00

I was clearing my old junkies in this lappy & i found these.

See the difference? I think the first picture was taken 2 years ago. He was so thin back then. Since he stopped playing soccer, he became like this (2nd pic ). haha. gemok. But better than the 1st.

I suddenly miss having curly hair. Maybe I should perm my hair. baru rebond nak perm. mentel. nyeheheh.

There was actually more old pictures that I wanna show but I'm just to lazy/tired to post it here. Next time, maybe.

Makcik nie asik makan jer. hahaha.

School's great. Accounting's forever stressful. And for business comm, I need to think of a topic for my project. What topic to do?? Think of a topic can be stressful too,for me. nyehehehhs.

Another trip to Night Safari tomorrow with hunny♥ & friends. Exciteddd.

"Coba kau pikirkan, coba kau renungkan
Apa yang kau inginkan telah aku lakukan

Coba kau pikirkan coba kau renungkan

Tanya bintang-bintang hanya kaulah yang ku sayang

Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan

Apa yang kau butuhkan telah aku berikan

Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan."

I'm addidcted to this song Doy - Kangen Band :D It's in my playlist.

Wth is Doy? haha.

2008-10-21T20:13:00.006+08:00

David Archuleta - Crush.mp3 -

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush'
Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

I sooo love this song & the singer. lol. Since I have nothing to update about today, I shall share this song with you.

MUCH LOVES,
FIITfitri

2008-10-20T20:44:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was awesome. Went raya-ing with the Moviebites crew. I miss them especially those who's not working there anymore. I joined them later since I have madrasah exam in the morning. So, meet them at Bukit Batok interchange. I was surprised to see some of them in the car & the pick-up. I didn't expect them to have transports. We didn't get to take pictures in the car nor the pick-up maybe because we're too engrossed in playing the games & sleeping. nyeheheh. Anyways, it's my first time going raya with them & i enjoyed it alot. Best naik pick-up! Saiful taught us this childish game. Oh-pillar! It's one of my favourite game back then. But since I've not been playing it for years, i totally forgot how to play it. cute siaaa. Then we played animal game, recommended by kak nana. Thats forever her favourite game. lols!

Today school was sucha draaaggg cos it ended at 3 & the first period was statistics. zzzz. I almost fall asleep in class. theory theory theory. Eventhough I wasn't paying much attention during stats, i managed to jot down some notes & the definition of statistics. haha. ceh debahh! kembang kayy.

Aniways, Ayim, goodluck for your English O Level Paper tomorrow. Jgn nervous2. & to those who'll be taking your Os, all the bestt! =)

Tomorrow is a self-declared holiday for me. Ohkay, not only me. Even the QUEQUE won't be coming to school tomorrow. Since majority of the class is participating in the Xtreme Fiesta & some are having their O's, there'll be around 10 or less ppl in the class. So, we decided not to come because we know that the teachers won't teach that much since majority's not in. I was supposed to be in the fiesta. There's some problems in my group. Obviously, we don't have arguments. We're good friends. hehhhs. I'm soo gonna miss the fun. But its ok guys, there'll be next time.

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

MUCH LOVES,

FIITfitri

2008-10-19T00:07:00.002+08:00

I can't even put myself in bed.
I feel like there's something bothering me.
But what is it?
I just don't know.

Maybe it's you.
Maybe it's me.
Maybe it's us.
I don't know what the problem is.

Having a long term relationship isn't easy,you see.
There's too many ups & downs.
Sometimes I do feel like giving up.
But I thank God for giving me the strength to carry on.

But I'm glad that I'm given a wonderful person whom I can trust,
who is always there for me,
who will cheer me up when I'm down,
who is willing to do anything for me,
who love me just the way I am.
For now.

If we were meant for each other, we'll be together forever.
If we weren't, I'm prepared for it.
It's God who decides for us.

I miss having a longgg conversation with you.

I love you bbyboyy♥
You're just the everything to me. I'll hold a place for you insideInside my heart for you and II won't forget these tears I criedWith every year that passes by.

MUCH LOVES,
FIITfitri

2008-10-18T19:00:00.017+08:00

School has been pretty slack for the first week. I hope it won't go on for the rest of the term. I hate this term's timetable. 8 am every morning & i'll definitely will have my eyes closed during lesson time.

After soo long of not taking pictures in class, so we did.

tembams ohkayy.

pompuans gilerr.

kau tk suke aku amek, ckp ah. hahaha.

I'm so happy that finally hunny♥ brought me to Night Safari. I brought bbysis along too since she's never been there before. Since it's the halloween season, it's a lil scary there with hantus-hantus around. We took the horror tram. There's hantus-hantus scaring us while we're in the tram. Bbysis was covering her eyes most of the time. Before we went in Night Safari, we grab a bite at Bongo's (hunny♥'s workplace). Bbysis told me that she's feeling sad&scared and she wants ibu. belum masuk dah takut. haha. cute siaa that girl. In the tram, she sits in the middle. There's an empty sit beside me & bbysis keep asking hunny♥ to put his bag beside me because hunny♥'s been scaring us saying that the hantus will sit next to me. So, she keep asking him to put his bag beside me. The tram ride was awesome. The first part was just visiting the animals. The second part was the scary part. I actually didn't wanna take the tram but walk instead but bbysis is so scrared. I told hunny♥ to bring me there again. nyehehehh. & we'll be going there again next week, with his friends maybe. Anyone wanna join us? The halloween thingy will end at the end of october. Tak pergi rugi. haha.

Pictures for now.

Kakak, i want ibu..

This hantu was beside my hunny♥.

Cik pon!!

Headless ghost

Mummy returns.

witch.

Mr Vampire.

this is scary.

this ghost keep haunting the school girls.

she wants to kiss me

Finally a new skin for myself. I don't know why i suddenly feel like changing it. I was at home the whole day today. Too lazy to go out.

MUCH LOVES,

FIITfitri

2008-10-13T22:48:00.005+08:00

Yes, first day of term 2 today & i think it's sucha wasteful trip for me to be going to school today cos we only have 2 hrs in class. School starts at 10am & its SW lesson but we were released soon after we've marked our attendence & were to come back by 1 for the next class. 3 hours of break & so we make our way to J8 to have our breakfast. Had nice conversation with the girls & we proceed back to school. We got our new timetable. Almost everyday, class starts at 8am. urghhh! I had difficulties waking up in the morning. Asked my hunny♥ if you don't believe me. Anyways, we had our business communication our our lunch. Ms F already talked about CAs & project. We had a guest, a former bishan student. He told us how he survived ITE life & get through to poly. I just envy these peepol. He was from the Normal Technical stream & now he's in Ngee Ann poly, taking his Banking & Finance Diploma. With my GPA,3.0, i don't think i can make it. I need to work extra extra hard from now on. ehemm. Action speaks louder than words.

I need to get my beauty & early sleep from now on since school starts at 8 in the morning everyday. bacin!

I miss hunny♥.

2008-10-13T19:03:00.022+08:00

Sorry for leaving dis blog so BORING. I am just busy. Busy with raya. Kononnyer lahh. This entry will be flooded with PICTURES.

01 October
Every year is the same. Went to nenek's house then atok's. Didn't really snap alot of pics on this day. But i did collect alot of collection. nyeheheh. Pictures beybehh.

Happy Family.

NiniNunu.

02 October
Didnt jalan raya today because sis was schooling. Skolah ke per. hahah. mentang2 holiday, kerek sikit lah kakak kau nie. So instead, we went shopping! At causeway point only. Met sister after her swimming test & had dinner together.

Got my GPA & i didn't do well. Just see my results for yourself.

Not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK NANA & YANI. Love you both. Dah tue kakak-kakak ku nie. heheh. =D

03 October
No jalan raya today but shopping again. This time we went to Orchard since ibu wanna buy something at wisma. Pictures, pictures.

Baru nk feeling-feeling, ade jer org yg sibok. nyehehe. spoil ar fiza.

I LOVE!

04 October
Jalan raya with paternal side. Nothing much to say. Just pictures.

05 October
Today's with maternal side. Pictures yawww. There's more. I'll upload the next time.

Blues.

06 October
Back to work. Met up with Ekin, Alan & Fad after work. Walked around town then went off to peninsular. Lepak at memo, camwhore sikit2 then have our dinner at MSQ. Lepak outside MSQ after that & went off around 10++.

07 October
Work again. Met up with bby ♥ went to vivo. I actually wanted to buy that pull & bear hoodie but there's no more. I found a nicer hoodie at Esprit mini & bought it. nyehehehh. Had our dinner at secret recipe. Thanks for the treat bby♥.

08 October
Stayed home. So, nothing to blog about.

09 October
Raya with QueQue! Fun fun fun. Pictures.

10 October
Stayed home.

11 October
Balik kampung. ohhhh ohhhh ohhhh. Balik kampung. Paternal side.

The oldest yet the smallest. =D

12 October
Raya with the maternal side. =) When nana + nini + nunu = CAMWHORE. But, i don't have the pictures with me. Most of the pics are with Nini, Kak Rai & Kak Julie. I'll try to ask them ASAP so that I could upload it here.

Thats ALOT to update. I swear i never wanna neglect updating anymore. My hands are super tired with the updates.

2008-10-10T14:58:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not updating. I'll be back SOON. =)

Replies to tag.

Syiqaa: re-linked.

Bren: it's ok. re-linked. c ya when sch re-opens. i miss IQE. =)

sue: slmt hari raye maaf zahir & batin. saya sama jgk ehhs.

zuliana: hahah. kakak die kau tknk ker?

naddie: slmt hari raya! yeahh. i know. (:

sap: yawww. boleh lah tahan. hehhs.

sar: sorry eh sar psl smlm tk dtg uma kau. anyways, aku enjoy ah smlm. another outing with QueQue will be great. =))

MUCH LOVE,

NURULFITRI(:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!

2008-09-29T16:06:00.004+08:00

I've uploaded raye song here. See how excited i am for raye. Lol! Today was supposed to go out with hunny♥ but looking at the weather, i straightaway grabbed my house fon & dial hunny♥'s number. And so the plan was cancelled. So sad. So sad. It's a sad sad situation. stop it kay fit! nyahahah. I won't be meeting hunny♥ till after raye. It's not that i purposely cancel today's plan. I'm just too tired & also i need to help mum finish up the cleaning. I'm done with my room - except for the bedsheet, and then it's ready for raye. I'm too tired with all the cleaning up just now & now, i just need a little nap before break-fast. goodnite peepol. =D

2008-09-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

Wentworth Miller ♥♥

I overslept today. I didn't set my alarm clock. Luckily Babysis woke me up. I totally forgot that I have madrasah today but when I received a text msg from shida, then i realised that I'm already late. It's already 10.15 & i have to get out of the house by 10.30. I get up from my bed quickly & rush to take a bath. Hunny♥ lagi satu. Bangon siang2 tapi tk tau buat ape ntah. Dunno how to kejut me issit. geram jerr. Mum only called me at 10.30. Daddy isn't at home & so I have to go on my own. My brother just woke up & he'll not send me for sure. hmpph! Madrasah starts at 10.45 but then i went out of the house only at that time. I waited almost half an hour for the 912 bus. I reached madrasah almost 11.30 & the orals have already started. But still, my name is still way too far. If not for the orals, I would continue my beauty sleep. nyeheheh. I screwed up during my orals because i didn't have ngaji for like 2415426514 months. lols!

After the flu have gone, here comes the headache. urghh. Sakit raye agaknye. But seriously its been days. & since i've started taking the Vitamin C, i'm much better.

Few more days to Hari Raya. & i feel like playing bunge api. anyone anyone? lols! with the hari raya songs played on the radio makes me more excited. huhu.

I need to go to work tomorrow just to take my uniform since i skipped work on thursday. hahaha. & i hope i'll get my pay tomorrow too. i'll dragg hunny♥ along with me nyeheh. I miss
hunny♥. oh, and hunny♥'s been reading my blog without tagging. Don't you tink that i don't know that you're here. I know everythingg. NYEHEHEHHH.

Today's the 28th of Ramadhan & according to mum, it's my bdae today. So, happy bdae to me. (:

I watched 4bia online just now. So far, it's the scariest i've ever watched. There's a list of movies that i'm gonna catch.

DISASTER MOVIE
MY BEST FRIEND’S GIRL
MAMMA MIA
STEP BROTHERS
BIG STAN
HOUSE BUNNY
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3
OH BABY ( reserved by Shida)

Gonna catch OH BABY with Shida since she have booked me.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...

2008-09-26T17:30:00.007+08:00

Finally a meet up with my sweetie. It was great. It was purrfect. Another meet up please. We've planned something nice after raye. hehehehs. We had our break fast at Lau Pa Sat. & she taught me how to eat Gong Gong. Sounds funny rite. Mcm ulat Gong Gong. hahahah. LOL!

While waiting for the food to arrive, we camwhored. =)

I was working the day before yesterday. I remembered something funny when 1 customer approach my counter & asking for "popchorn" instead of popcorn. I was like blurr for a while then LMAO. hahahah. It was seriously funny. Aniways, i break fast with hunny♥ at Shaw Tower's Qi Ji. Nasi Lemak has always be my favourite dish. nyeheheh. We catch Babylon A.D after that since I need to use my tix by september.

His hunnybunny. =))

Just now at noon, the house phone rang and i picked up. And the conversations goes like this..

Me: Hello ( for i-dunno-how-many times. )

Caller: (Finally answered) Hello. Assalamualaikum.

Me: Walaikumsalam. Nie sape?

Caller: Nurul ade?

Me:(which nurul? there's 3 in the house. hehhs) Nk ckp ngan firzanah eh?

Caller: A'ah.

The voice cute seyy. Kecik2 dah pandai call2 kawan. And they talked for more than half an hour. BabySis ran to the room while on the fon as she doesn't want anyone to hear her. Like as if she's talking to her bf gitu. hehhs. Cute ah this small kid. Gerammm. I sempat take pictures of her on the fon. And her friend keep calling for i-dunno-how-many times. BabySis was happy giler when she received the call. hahaha.

I helped mum with the roti tirai just now. Fun seyy. hehehs. I didn't tidy up my room just now cos i'm having this irritating flu. Irritating giler kay. I have sleepless nights due to this.

Yesterday, i couldn't find my Ipod when I wanna went out. Guess where it is.

she's been taking my Ipod lately. Maybe she wanna be a singer when she grow up.

2008-09-23T22:39:00.010+08:00

I'm halfway done with cleaning my room. There's little job for me to do cos i've already cleared most of my stuffs before the holidays started. While clearing my stuffs, i come across my boots - npcc & soccer boots. hahahas. I'm gonna throw those. I know i wouldn't be needing those anymore. I spent most of my time today infront of the lappy. Surfing the net, bloghopping, friendster-ing, tagged-ing, msn-ing, blogging, youtube-ing, online gaming. I'm going to be rabun soon. huhu. I'll be working tomorrow. With who, i dunnoe. I hope the gerek-gereks one.

You only come to me when you have a problem. Kawan ape nie. But whenever i need someone to talk to, are you there for me? You ignored me adelah. Baik eh. Amalkan selalu. Thanks alot kay friend. And now, you left without saying anything. Don't you ever find me again.

__We get more far away. The distance between us makes it so hard to stay.__

2008-09-22T21:28:00.003+08:00

Another post from me since i got nothing better to do now. I'm so bored now. Well, i'm forever bored. Hunny♥ have gone to work. & i won't be receiving any calls/msgs from him before 12 midnight. & thats what I've been going through almost everyday. See, how bored can it be. But still, i have my friends to keep me occupied.

I was bloghopping to different blogshop sites. And I found some nice school bags which i wanted but i already own one. & the similar one that i own is cheaper online. heartpain kayy. I'm still waiting for my hoodies which i ordered online last week. hehehhs. & i soo gonna get the hoodies from pull&bear when i got my pay. huhu.

The planned to break fast with OAC members is cancelled. So, i'll be breaking fast with Syarah♥ instead on thursday. I miss that girl. & we need some catching up to do plus SHOPPING!! =)) Syarah, i promise you i'll wear a dress because you keep pestering me to wear one. I'll keep my promise. Susah dapat okayy fitri pakai dress. nyeheheh. =D I bought lotsa dresses but i didnt wear them. I prefer wearing pants, you see. You hardly see me wearing a dress. We both had been talking about s'pore flyer & we're going to ride it together soon. sweetkan? I'd rather ride it with her than Hunny♥ because he's been very busy lately & i don't know if i'll have the chance to ride it if i were to wait for him. I told ya. We hardly spent time with each other.

I watched Camprock again yesterday @ Disney Channel. Joe Jonas♥♥. I'm addicted to their songs.

B-O-R-I-N-G..

2008-09-22T16:55:00.005+08:00

Since the computer breakdown, everyone in the house(except for bro) is using the lappy. And now, the lappy is lagging nak mampos. urghhh. I want a new one can?

A boring day today. I'm not going out today cos i've been going out for the past few days. So, i'm gonna be good girl & stay home today. nyeheheh. & i'll be staying at home tomorrow as well. I thought i'll be working tomorrow. hmpph! Stay home again.

I've found a reason to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new. I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things that go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you'll eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and some times good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

_together we cry_.

2008-09-21T22:28:00.003+08:00

I'm done with my hari raya shopping. I dragged ayah&ibu to town in the morning today. Since we had the $400 Isetan voucher, I shopped like I never shopped before. hahah. I bought a Guess bag & mum told me to buy a pair of Guess heels but since the heels is the same price as the bag, i decided not to. I told mum that it's better for me to get another bag than the heels cos I'll only wear the heels once. I bought my heels at Far East Plaza. I visited Moviebites with the intention to see my schedule but it isn't out yet.

I went to Geylang with family yesterday. Bought a pair of kebaya & it's orange in color. The color theme for my family this year is brown & it's the same as hunny♥'s. We didn't planned at all. It's just coincidence.

On friday, i break fast with hunny♥ at Ria Ayam Penyet. We reserved our tables first then walked around town. I had a great day with you hunny♥.

He justt love doing that . =))

My room is in sucha mess. I need to clean it up by next week. I've already bought the stuffs needed & it's left with the arrangements.

IMYB!

2008-09-18T20:23:00.008+08:00

My hair finally feel so light. AHHHH! Thankyou hunnybeybie for teman-ing me for 3 hours++. I know you feel bored & sleepy but luckily i brought my PSP along. We went to IKEA after that. Bumped into Shida. Shopping jgk pe babe. Of all the places, we bumped into that place. hahaha. & that girl shopped alot. Her trolley was full. hehhs. We went home soon after we're done with our shopping. Sorry hunny for my f-ing attitude. I still have not done yet with my Hari Raya shopping. Still finding for heels, bag, accessories & another pair of baju raya.

I've been receiving text messages from friends but somehow I did not reply back. Simply because they'll message me with 1 or 2 words & expect me to reply back? I'll only reply if it's necessary. Otherwise, i won't waste my messages. I only have limited messages left.

Btw, Ayim has a blog now. I miss this girl. I miss QUEQUE. I miss school. I would rather go school than work. I kept appearing in her dreams. What does it mean? haha. LOL! Most of us already have a blog. Why not we make a blog for QUEQUE Geng. Amacam geng? heehhs.

My favourite. yumyum.

Scary or wat? barhahah. I just love my new hair =)

2008-09-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

So, here it goes. Another boring entry from me. Well, life's been pretty boring nowadays since the holidays started. Oh, i hafta stop saying boring because each time i say the word, hunn will just nag & asking me to stop saying that. Aniways, I'm beginning to miss school & my wonderful classmates. I hate holidays because i'll only slack at home & when i went to work, it's still the same - SLACK. Like today. I was working with yani & saiful. All we do is slack slack slack. I almost fell asleep. Saiful fell asleep. And yani, being the IC, got alot of stuffs to do. The one who's fasting is doing the work while the ones who isn't, isn't doing anything. It's not that we didn't do anything, we have nothing to do. Sounds the same but yeahh. hahaha. Understand, understood, understanding je lahh. hehhhs. Yeahh. I'm gonna have my hair done tomorrow and after that i'll be going to Ikea. & i'm gonna drag hunn along with me. nyehehheh. He took off because of me. But i didn't ask him to. He wanted to accompany me. Wouldn't it be nice if u did this often. =D because we don't spent much time together nowadays. So, maybe that's the reason why my life is so B-O-R-I-N-G. My life is B-O-R-I-N-G without you. Don't you get it? We need to spend our time together. We seldom talk. Maybe you didn't realise it. I hope someday you'll realise. ilyh.

urgghh! i need my bed now. thanks cramps.takecare lovelies ~

2008-09-15T17:22:00.006+08:00

Cine, u finally have a blog. huhu. I didn't force you ohkayy. I'm just giving u ideas since you siad you're bored. Are you happy with it? nyehehehs.

I'm done with the cookies. & its yummy. Ooppps. Okayy. I didn't fast. There's a reason ohkayy.

I just called Lido & tomorrow I'll be working in the morning shift with yani, saiful & jeff. yeeaay.

My multiply have been collecting dust. I've not been using it fo 2543678 days. haha. k bedek. I feel like deleting it but i know i'll be needing it next tyme.

I miss QUEQUE.

2008-09-15T14:42:00.002+08:00

This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

A chorus from the song This is me by Demi Lovato. OST Camprock. I wanna watch that show again. Joe Jonas♥. I'm addicted to this song alrdy.

Aniways, I rot at home today. Gonna help mum with the cookies later on. I woke up early today, at 8am. I thought of going back to bed but my eyes are wide open. So, i decided to watch Ayat-ayat cinta DVD. It is a sad love story. I won't get bored playing it over & over again. huhu.

I'm so gonna get my hair rebond. It is fugly alrdy. I also need to go to Ikea to shop things for my room.

I wanna run away. Run away to somewhere far. Run away from all these. But I can't. I can't run away. I can't run away to somewhere far. I can't run away from all these. I wish you knew. I really wish.

2008-09-14T21:46:00.003+08:00

Another tiring day today. Went to jb with family after sahur. We went to ayer hitam first. Then to Kip Mart. And finally to Angsana. I thought of buying another hari raya clothing but couldn't find any nice ones. I guess i'll be going to Geylang next week to find. We had pizza hut for break fast just now.

& now i'm down with a flu. achooo! urghh! I-R-R-I-T-A-T-I-N-G!

I'll be staying at home tomorrow & help mum with the cookies. yey! I'm excited. I love making cookies. hehhs.

I'm done with my online shopping & now i'm going to bed. I'm already feeling sick & my eyes are getting heavier. =_="

I dunno where hunny♥ gone to. I have not receive any texts or calls from him. I can't get thru him cos his prepaid card is low. This is more I-R-R-I-T-A-T-I-N-G!

You just can't be bothered about me anymore. Noone does. Noone cares. You're not being fair to me.

2008-09-13T16:25:00.004+08:00

My day was well-spent with hunny♥ yesterday. We met up at my workplace & we headed to vivo. Survey on where to eat & finally we decide on Chicken Rice Shop. It was only 5pm & so we walked around vivo. I thought of buying some new tops for myself but couldn't find the ones that I want. In the end, I only bought a pair of coloured contact lens since my previous one is expiring soon. Hunny♥ bought a pair for himself too.

We've talked. But everything's not settled. I don't know how. I don't know why. I don't wanna talk about it. I just love you, bby.

I don't have much to update today. I'm getting ready to break fast at nenek's house. I don't think i'll be updating tomorrow since i'm going to jb or maybe not. I don't know.

2008-09-13T14:21:00.005+08:00

Pictures from ayim's camera.

I'll have a proper updates soon. (:

2008-09-11T20:18:00.004+08:00

"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up. "

Exams are finally over. Accounts paper was okay except for the last question. Lets just wait for the results. For now, its time for hooray hooray. heehhs. Aniways, after our paper, we went to break fast at beach rd. We went off to Geylang after that. It isn't that lively at Geylang maybe because its weekdays. Try going on weekends, confirm happening. We walked around for awhile then proceed to singpost & chill. Snapped alot of pictures. I won't be showing all here. Only some random ones. So, do enjoy. HAPPY HOLIDAYS QUEQUE!

Like i've said, there's more. There's still some with Ayim. I guess i'll upload them here once i receive the pics.

QUEQUE, how bout another outing? Geylang lagi pe. hahah. LOL!

I worked in the morning shift today & it was so boring nak mampos. I might as well stay at home. hahahhs. I went home straight since I'm breaking fast at home. I'll be in the same shift tomorrow & 'll be breaking fast with hunny at Vivo & do some shopping there, after so long. huhu.

I suddenly feel like eating oreo cheesecake. Hunny, besok eh. Whenever he finds Starbucks around he'll go, "Yok makan cheesecake." He made me addicted to it.

Oh btw, do you ppl have problem signing in Windows Live Messenger? I do. & it really is irritating ohkay. Even ebuddy.com can't be use. hmmphh!

We didn't spend much time together lately. Maybe that's the reason why we're drifting. We talked about this everytime, but you don't seem to do anything about it. Suddenly, i feel like i'm living in this world alone. No one care about me. No one understands me. I just miss you hunny. Where are you when i needed you the most? You're the reason why i'm having sleepless nights. I just can't stop thinking about it. I love you bby♥.

2008-09-09T11:48:00.003+08:00

After much stressing up with accounts, i decided to go online. I woke up early just to do a last minute revision on my accounts. This afternoon accounts paper, i'm sure gonna feel sleepy. The paper starts at 3 and end at 5.30. I can make it on time to break fast at home but I dun tink my friends can. So, we decided to break fast together at Beach Rd & then proceed to Geylang. Since holiday starts tomorrow, we won't be seeing each other. & I pray for semester 2, we'll all still be in the same class.

Today marks the last day of Semester 1. That means tomorrow, holiday beybehh. But I hate holidays because I know I can't spend my holiday much with you. Only GOD knows how I feel. IMYH.

You never think about my feelings.

All the best to those who'll be taking AGF paper this afternoon.

2008-09-08T11:49:00.002+08:00

I thought I said I'll be back after tuesday but this itchy hands of mine just can't wait. LOL!

I was home early, as early as 11am. Okay, maybe not too early. Bzf paper was supposed to end at 10.30 but I finish the paper an hour earlier so I can go home early. The paper was not so difficult except that I forgot some of the stuffs that I've memorised & the ones that I memorised like crazy, didn't even come out. bodoh! I hope my CA will pull my grades up. Tomorrow will be my Accounting ppr. urghh! Just a day more then hooray hoorayy. hahhhahs. No more business after that but still, there's accounting. '=_=

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO'LL BE HAVING YOUR EXAMS.

I may have failed but I have loved you from the start.

2008-09-05T16:45:00.002+08:00

I feel that going to school on this week is a waste of time. All we did in school was self-studying. The reason i went to school is for ATTENDENCE. Except for yesterday. I only went to class for an hour & the rest of the day was spent at civic library. Thanks to hunny♥ for willingly accompanying me to the library every single day. I can't study at home because I know I would spend my time in bed rather than studying. I'll be having my final exams on monday & tuesday. My holiday starts wednesday till 12 October. yayys.

I'll be back after tuesday.

SELAMAT BERBUKE!

2008-09-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

I've been going online using the PSP - but not for updating blog. Only used for MSN. Anyways, I shall update about the past few days - the ones which I could remember. STM. heehs.

FRIDAY:

We had Teachers' Day Celebration in school. Actually, I planned not to go to school but since Ayu performed, I was there to support. Congrats Ayu for winning the Showcase. The celebration ends at9.30am. Before heading back to Woodlands, we camwhored. haha. biase jgk. kan geng. Meet Hunny at BnS & the rest at RS. I thought majority would come, but I was wrong. Only a few of us came. We get to meet only Mrs Angie Tan. My favourite teacher. She's still as pretty as ever. I miss my secondary school days but still, ITE is the BEST. Anyways,I was with Hunny♥ & SyilAsyraf & we went to Banquet. Farah & Emika joined us later at Banquet. Walked around Cwp then me & Hunny♥ decided to go off to town. We catch a movie at Cineleisure. 4bia. Scary giler. I was covering my face with Hunny♥'s hoodie most of the time. After the movie, we headed to Woodlands. Hunny♥, I'm sorry for what happened today. I don't blame you at all.

SATURDAY:

I was in the morning shift today. It wasn't a busy working day. I was working with Yani & Salimah. After work, I met up with Syarah & Fathin at Bugis. Walked, shopped. Then, we proceed to town. I finally bought a new shoes. Actually, I'm not supposed to be shopping. HushHush. Just don't tell my Hunny♥. heees.

SUNDAY:

I worked in the morning shift again. It was quite a busy & tiring day today. Was supposed to finish work at 4 but ended up finished at 5.30. Went for my late breakfast+lunch+dinner after work. I didn't have anything since morning except for 1 cheesy hotdog.

MONDAY:

Today marks the first day of the purest month, Ramadhan. I stayed the whole day today. Helped mum with some house chores. Watched movies online. Basically, thats what I did the whole day today.

Selamat Berpuasa kawan-kawan. Puasa tau , jgn tak puasa.

LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, HAPPY 55th MONTHSARY HUNNY♥. THANKS FOR BEING PART OF MY LIFE. AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, YOU'RE STILL THE ONE I LOVE. AND AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS STILL STRONG.

because a boy like you is impossible to find; ILYB!

2008-08-28T20:39:00.004+08:00

I've not been a regular blogger nowadays. because of exams. I'm busy revising my work. Less than 2 weeks to exams. I still have alot of catching up to be done for my ACF.

Anyways, there'll be Teachers' Day Concert in school tomorrow & we could wear our home clothes. gerek ke per. its a so-called-be-your-self-day tomorrow. & i still haven't decide what I wanna wear tomorrow. I'll be going back to Riverside after school tomorrow. I'm excited to meet my fellow 5/3s.

Daddy's back last monday. He bought lots of stuffs for us. & he bought my favourite chocolate, seashells chocolate, all the way from Scotland. huhu. Thanks daddy. Of course, there's more chocolates he bought.

School was GREAT like ever. This week, we only had 2 ACF lesson. haha. gerek or wat. Of course not lah. ACF lesson was cancelled in the morning & so school started at 10. The first period was S&W. We played captain's ball. I had shower after SW. School ended at 3. Went to J8 MCD with QUEQUE then met hunny at woodlands. Had our dinner at LJS. Oh, i didnt eat at MCD, they only had ice creams.

Thanks friend for everything. I feel relieved after sharing my problems with you. Its been quite sometime we've not met each other. There's too many things to catch up with each other. I'm always here to listen to all your problems.

I f***ing hate her can? Benci benci tapi tetap tgk gmbr tu jgk. BODOH! I told ya. I can forgive but I can't forget.

2008-08-22T21:31:00.002+08:00

Its a HAPPY DAY for me today - not because its friday. haha. Something HAPPY happened && I'm super HAPPY. hushush. Anyways, school was only 2 hours today. I didn't have any plans & so Lan forced me to accompany him to College East for the floorball match. It's a match between College Central Team 1 & College Central Team 2. I didn't play. I've retired from floorball. LOL! The school was thousand times bigger than my school. Transfer me there can? heeehhs. We actually couldn't find our way to the sports hall. haha. Anyways, Team 1 won. Congrats peepol. I'm working tmr & will be meeting hunny && his friends after working. IMY HUNNY!

Thats all for today. I'm too HAPPY to update. LOL!

2008-08-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

Today is a bad day for me. Lots of things happened. I don't wanna list it all here cos I don't wanna embarrassed myself. huhu. As usual, wednesday is a short day. Ended school at 12.30. Had our lunch in school then study. I studied Business Fundamentals today. Went off at about 3plus. Once I reached home, washed up, rest, hogged on the fon with hunny for awhile then did my Accounting revision. I'm being pretty hardworking these days. Exams coming babe. Accounting is killing me. I'm doing well with other subjects but not accounting. damn. Thats why I need to do my revision everyday. argghh!

Hunny didn't went to school today. He can finally walk properly since his stitches have been removed. Planned to meet him but I was tired & he have plans with his mum. So, I'll meet you tomorrow. (: I miss him after few days of not meeting him.

Darwisy.
Sophia.

AHHHH. BABIES ARE CUTE.

I'm everything I am because you loved me;

2008-08-18T21:53:00.006+08:00

Since the PSP is updated with new games, I've became addicted. I'm a game freak. Thats the reason why I hate to update the PSP cos I won't stop playing. Exam is just a few weeks away. Hide it from me puh-lease. Starting from today,QUEQUES are going to revise our work after school EVERYDAY - except for friday. 3 weeks away from exam. STUDY STUDY. Aniways, I met up with Syarah after school - FINALLY. Had our dinner at MCD, walked aroung cwp then, nongkrong. haha.

I finally bought a new school bag. haha. bags bags bags. Too many bags already. urghhh! I wanna buy that Baby G watch. But hunny told me not to waste my money on that cos I already have the same brand watch. arghh! I don't wanna go shopping with him. hahaha.

What's on ur hand?
Hunny, u jgn step malu.
I love u more each day.

In a week's time, daddy will be home. huhu. Daddy have been calling us everyday. He misses us. He even sent us a postcard. IMY DADDY.

2008-08-12T21:32:00.012+08:00

ATTENTION! This entry will be flooded with pictures.

I've been getting lazy-er to update because I'll update the same thing everyday. It'll all be about SCHOOL. School have been great. blah blah blah. I don't wanna keep repeating this over and over again. I'll get tired of typing the same thing & you'll get tired of reading the same thing again & again. no life kan. I don't blame school.

My hunny couldn't walk properly due to his leg injury. See, you're not careful when you're working. Maybe you're too tired. Don't work too hard beybie. I miss you. Get well soon.

National Day pictures. huhu. ENJOY! QUEQUE!

During the concert:

S'pore flag. Red white.

Candid

HUFC!! :

QUEQUE & HUFC.

In the class:

haha. candid.

muke cramp.

People with no expression.
Me: "ape jer korg.."
I wanna be in the picture ALONE! barhaha.

ayim & me fell. hahah.

Lan, muke mane?
Our legs/shoes.

Our heads

2008-08-10T20:10:00.001+08:00

I'll
(Okay, yeah, yeah)
I'll
(I know you
Like me baby, haha)
I'll
(Yeah, yeah)
(You see what I see)
I'll be lovin' u long time
(You know I like it baby)
I'll be lovin' (7x)
I'll be lovin' you
(I'll be lovin' you long time)
I'll be lovin' (7x)
I'll be lovin' you
(I'll be lovin' you long time)
You don't even
Gotta worry
(Okay)
About a thing
I got yah babe
(Chyeah, chyeah)
And ain't nobody
Taking me away
'Cause it's not a game
I'm here to stay
(I know you like me babe)
See our love is stronger
Than any drug
Addicted
Just can't get enough
(Eh)
And everytime
I'm with you
I want some more
Just close the door
And let's explore
Each other
(You know I like you baby)
Chorus:
Long as I know you've got me
I'll be loving you long time
(As I can be)
I'll be lovin' you long time
(Eternally)
There's no stopping you and me
I'll be loving you long time
(As I can be)
I'll be lovin' you long time
(Eternally)
Don't care
What no one has to say
(Eh)
They don't understand us
Like we do
(Eh)
I need you near me
Night and day
(Cuzz)
Together their
Ain't nothing we can do
(Chyeah, chyeah, okay)
Sweep me up
And we can go
(Hey)
To a little spot
Where no one knows
(Hey)
Spend a little time
Just us alone
(Hey)
You could caress my body
And never let go
(Ha, ha)
Chorus:
Long as I know you've got me
I'll be loving you long time
(As I can be)
I'll be lovin' you long time
(Eternally)
There's no stopping you and me
I'll be loving you long time
(As I can be)
I'll be lovin' you long time
(Eternally)
(You gotta know
I love yeah, told yea')
(T.I.):
Show you I care
I tried just 'cause
Take care of solitaires
I buy just 'cause
I just love
You in the nude
In the bed in the pool
And your legs when you move
All your booty and your cutie
And the sexy way you do it
Make me wanna buy
All the you desire times two
Like the biggest Louis bags
The bentley and newest jags
And the huge pad
And make you laugh
When you be mad
Just invite your friends
Over for diner
And you can brag
Chanel and Tiffany this
Versace and Gucci that
Lifestyle
Like that if you leave
You'll be back
Erway you could go
They eitha broke
Or pretty wake
Plus y'aint gotta ask
Where my heart really at
But you wanna waste time
With one of dem silly cats
Gon' be my guest tho'
I don't suggest
It's just so hard to get
Love like this
(3x):
Don't want another
Ain't never
Gonna be another
Can't nobody do
What you do to me
(Nobody)
(Can't nobody love me)
(Like you do)
I'll be loving you long time
(As I can be)
I'll be lovin' you long time
(Eternally)
Long as I know you've got me
I'll be loving you long time
(As I can be)
I'll be lovin' you long time
(Eternally)
There's no stopping you and me
I'll be loving you long time
(Eternally)
I'll be lovin' you long time
(Eternally)
Long time
I'll be lovin'
I'll be lovin' you
(I'll be lovin' you long time)

I'm addicted to this song now.

2008-08-08T20:00:00.006+08:00

Since I've put archives, i shall have only 1 entry. If you've missed my previous entry, click on the archives on the left.

School started at 8 am. We had National Day Celebration & it ended at 9.3o. But the school gate opens only at 12.30. cb. We slacked in school/class. We went off only at 12. Btw, HUFC came to ITE College Central Bishan just now & they have a match with ITE College Central soccer team. I didn't watch the match so I dunno whats the score. Obviously HUFC won. huhu. hawtties. LOL! I love footballers! =)

Pictures will be updated in the next entry.

I'm tired.

Yesterday pictures:

LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

2008-08-06T21:43:00.005+08:00

I've not been feeling well these days. Maybe i'm just too tired. Sweetheart have not been good to me these days either. I can say he have changed. But whatever it is, I'll accept it. I may looked happy on the outside, but it doesn't mean the same on the inside. I'm glad to meet this bunch of peepol. They never fail to make me ~~smile~~laugh. They're always there for me. Eventhough its only 4 months we know each other, it seems like 4 years. Hopefully, my class will not get separated because of the minority. The section head & course manager have been going in the class. The problem with the class is LATECOMING & ABSENTEES. I've been a good girl in class now. No more latecoming. No more absent. No more eating in class. The above picture shows. hahhs. Concentrating nampak. LOL! macam paham.

Anyways, I happened to drop by at Naddie's blog & were asked to do this. So, here it is.

The questions:

“ 3 Things You Love”

1- 3 Things You Love in your Boyfriend/ Girlfriend or Husband/ Wife

2- 3 Things You Love in a Friend

3- 3 Things You Love in a Book

4- 3 Things You Love in a Movie

5- 3 Things You Love in a Blog

6- 3 Things You Love to Talk About

7- 3 Things You Love to do in Vacations

8- 3 Things You Love to Eat

9- 3 Things You Love to Happen in Your Life

And now my answers:

“ 3 Things You Love”

3 Things You Love in your Boyfriend/ Girlfriend or Husband/ Wife

Understanding, caring & most important, he loves me (:

3 Things You Love in a Friend

Not a backstabber, listen to my problems, always be there for me.

3 Things You Love in a Book

Pictures, design cover, words.

3 Things You Love in a Movie

Shocking, songs, suspense

3 Things You Love in a Blog

skins, pictures, daily life

3 Things You Love to Talk About

guys, girls things, life.

3 Things You Love to do in Vacations

shopping, camwhoring, relax.

3 Things You Love to Eat

chocolates, paddle pop ice cream, cupcakes

3 Things You Love to Happen in Your Life

to be love, be success, be happy(=

Who i'm tagging?

Syarah

Sappy

Suesu

Eeelah

Zuliana

Happy doing you peepol (=

BTW, i'll have 3 posts in my blog from now on. Request from someone [=